So I was meant to post ages ago about my holiday starting, learning tai chi, going to watch Twilight... so on and so forth. But the sad reality is, instead of posting happy event that has happened/is happening in my life, the thing that actually made me post was the fact that I found out some information pertaining to a certain convention that is going to happen. This convention of course has Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki as guests. The news of this convention might be old news to some people, but as I only just found out, at first I was extremely excited. "Fuck yeah! They're coming to Australia!" was what I thought to myself. But of course after reading everything on the site www.thehubproductions.com/supernatural/Home.html it turns out that the convention had to be held in Sydney. Stupid. Fucking. Sydney. So I entertained the idea of flying over for that weekend. Even willing, to some degree, to pay the $1400 for the Platinum Weekend ticket.
Cocktail party (Saturday night - open to all ages); entry into event for full day of programming on both Saturday and Sunday; seating in the front few rows (ahead of VIP ticket holders); an autograph from Jared Padalecki, an autograph from Jensen Ackles and a print of both Jared and Jensen autographed by both of them (plus opportunity to purchase additional autographs until autograph opportunities are sold out); a professional photograph with Jensen Ackles and a professional photograph with Jared Padalecki (allows opportunity to purchase the Supernatural Sandwich photograph); an exclusive afternon tea on the Sunday. These tickets are very limited, with only 40 available.
Of course after my intial spazzing of happiness of what I could get, I had to accept the cold, hard truth that the tickets are all sold out, and there was no way that I could possibly chalk up $1400 as well as the money for the plane and living arrangements needed, not to mention the approval of my parents. But then, oh what a glorious moment it was at that time, I see a sign. A sign saying "Absentee Packs". There was hope.
Can't make it to a convention? No problem! We can provide an absentee pack, filled with personalised autographs! Please fill out the form here.
And off I go, clicking the link thinking there was a chance for me to get personalised! autographs. But as luck would have it, as it has been having its way with me tonight, the link leads to nowhere. More specifically, the page "cannot be found". After being crushed twice in less than five minutes, I felt a great sadness overcome me. Apparently though, that was not enough for one night, my eyes happened to glance at a sentence to the right of the link. "Limited print of Jensen and Jared together, autographed $90". So I was crushed yet again, crushed like a dog would be after being flattened by a semi-trailer, for the third time tonight.
Tonight was painful. It felt like that time I couldn't go to Japan for a KAT-TUN concert, and had to read the posts of other people's experiences there. I got over it and when I think back, it doesn't seem like such a big deal anymore. I am thinking it will be the same for me for this situation tonight. But for now, I will go wallow in grief.
For those who can go, I am extremely envious. I wish with a great ferocity that I did not come across that site, but then it was bound to happen sooner or later. The only thing I can look forward to tomorrow is the fact that I will download Supernatural and get my paycheck from work. That might make me happier. But as everything leads back to
JaredandJensen in some form or another, as is what happens when I am obsessed, if you will, I will be continuously reminded of the fact that I will miss out on a basically once in a lifetime opportunity to meet
JaredandJensen and participate in a Supernatural Sandwich photograph.
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